Backstage with the Features

Yesenia Montilla
POWER COUPLE
For Eric some nights I want a public love with a private table at Alinea, Saturday nights stumbling out of a club on south beach, holding hands, making out like a porn dream, holidays in St. Tropez or Santorini my tanned body laying out on some boat of the coast of somewhere beautiful. But that’s not what I have. Instead, my love is a reserved & sequestered fever that burns all day regardless of the weather, regardless of how much we have in the bank or that we know nothing of jet setting & resort wear. It lives in Harlem. It speaks with a sweet soca mouth. No one knows of us, we don’t have fans, we have a bodeguero that loves us and sometimes gives us a free scratch off porque solo dios sabe. It loves rice & beans as a full meal. It thinks KitKats are fancy chocolate. It is a sweet consumption this love, & when I lose myself in those moments, the whole world disappears, It’s like loving wind & hurricane, fire & the wildflowers after, like being loved by the whole universe at once an affair so influential you’d think us rich—
the earth is a hurricane of persecuted stars,
for everyone these days
a constant humming
like a hundred starlings
or honeybees adoring one
another even against
wind, or mist, or a smoky
orange sky full of flames
& ash—but this too is a
surrender to purpose; purple
engorged wildflowers that
bloom after the blaze. How
necessary for our eyes who
look upon the blanketed new
with holiness, our mouths
open in prayer awaiting us
a fresh daybreak—
The Earth is a Hurricane of Persecuted Stars takes its title from The Wooden horse #3 by the late great Puerto Rican nationalist, poet, journalist and activist Clemente Soto Velez.
